Tax Time

I'm pleased to announce that I did find Robby and I our first HOME. We're both pretty excited about it. We should get our taxes back in the next week and be able to get our downpayment and first month paid so we can get the ball rolling. The house is in Ranlo in a very established neighborhood that has been around for years and makes me feel safe and secure, which is super important to us with my sleeping problems. I've gotten to a point that I truly can't just lay my head down anywhere and go to sleep, which makes things rather complicated if we have to go out of town or anything. Luckily my momma's and his momma's are safe zones for me.

I will say that the stress of moving is taking it's toll on me and I am just so anxious for things to work out. I ate bad today. I had a roast beef sandwich and fries for lunch...pizza for dinner. Guess that's my cheat day for the week and I already used it on freakin' Sunday, first day of the week! Way to go Cris! Geez! I tried to do good the other day and someone stole my dang lunch at work...who does that?!?! Next food day, I'm bringing ExLax brownies. Jerks!

I must say this blog is truly helping me. Not only are people talking to me about something I've been so closed about for so long and making me more aware, but I'm getting awesome advice and support. Until now, momma has supported my choices, but it's always felt like a secret. At this point, I'm like, "Hey world, in case you haven't noticed, I'm short and round and need to do something about it" and the world is talking back to me. I've found that I can use comedy to make a tough subject alot easier to deal with. I can't thank you all enough for the comments, hugs, emails, etc...they mean more to me than I can put into words! :)

Well, I'm going to call it a night...Happy Valentines Day to the lovers and Happy Anti-V Day to the bitters! I adore you all.